indy-undead

and so the words scrawled in blood above the restless the smoke rises into words caress the daylight said the moon reach out and cry she lived inside a box of fate locked behind the mirror of lies she smiled behind bloodshot eyes tired of living . tired of death she screamed and the moon faded behind the crimson sky the river ran red as the thought of the dead echoed through the valleys of war inside her head the walls ceased to control and pillow she rested upon smothered her she lay afraid to move to die for she knew the feeling on trapped the feeling of gloom was a feeling she loved the feeling of words flowing freely n

you are like the cigarettes to me i fought years to desperately to free myself from yet the taste is always in my mouth. a craving inside me like a fire burning part of me. killing me. yet no matter how hard i try i never want the smoke to leave my lungs. you are like the exstacy Ive escaped you mesmerize me leave words without a place. things i crave to say - skin i beg to touch. always on my mind. the only thing i see. you are like my death. without you will fall down and crash into my past. with you - like smoke in my lungs, poison in my veins. i feel alive. this feeling is something i needed more than air itself. to kill a

do you see the fire burning inside the eyes of the mourning as the night caresses day the sun shall rise in the morning we all live sheltered lives filled to the brim with lies we all fight we all make trials to prove our worth why do we put up with so much hurt your dead and gone no pain left to battle through but destruction left in your wake so many people shed tears all fake the radio blares playing our song but not a tear i shed i must be strong for you and i held together the rest and if the glue fails the glass shatters again and we all loose the fight we despretly wanted to win we would all have to start aga

the radio played blaring our song i never knew it could feel so wrong every note hurts every chord opens gaping wounds letting blood pour out more every verse just like the last just as repetitive and filled with guilt the scratching noise behind the song as the old stereo starts to die gasping its last breath in so many ways kin to you you fought till the end then gave it all up giving in to your demise having us with so much sick remorse turning the dial changing the song every station playing the same. over and over no escape im destined to hear the lyrics and burdened tune played at your funeral unaware the wor

the lights of the city flicker dimmly as i make my way back home i think of him far away and i wish i could touch scream out oh the pain of the sunlight caressing my silkin skin it burns and bleeds the weakness and marks and taints the brave. i miss him like the gentle rain on a summers virgin night before the heat before the storms just as light a fairies feet. oh how i long for a sweet caress the words spoken in whisper the smile of a lover underneath the moons glow oh it seems so long ago.

dream upon a cloud drenched in tears raining down a storm let the fear consume your soul you had better down fighting like the forest in the dark your lost in a stream of no surrender and cloakedin silk and fog crying out intaking water your only killing yourself falling faster through the sky as the plane you were pushed from passes by a sharper pain than ever felt and its all over you did this to yourself blood splattered on the walls gun in your mouth i cant beleive you chose that way out of all the ways out